Keep.

Laughs, grins, teeth, lips,

They keep reappearing.

Always cheering,

This sunken face of mine

Never seeming fine. 

Embraces, smiles, a kiss,

Each unique

Constantly cheek to cheek

With it's own way

Of keeping me at bay

Ships, sails, hats, wine,

Leaving, always leaving.

Keeping my lungs heaving

Each tic, becomes a toc

As you march down the dock.

Really?

I consider myself a very "real" person. In fact, the second best compliment I've ever received was from a dear friend my senior year of high school, and he said, "Friend, I think you are the most real person I've ever met." At first, I was slightly confused over my elation simply because usually a woman is not so excited about such a compliment. Usually the ideal is, "You are so pretty," or "You're the most beautiful person I've ever met." However, hearing this gave me more confidence in myself than any flattery I'd ever received.

This little anecdote brings me to my primary query: Why can't people just be real with each other? I mean, yes, there is social protocol, insecurity and hidden fears to tackle, but is masking your emotions better than exposing them to these elements? Is it really better to avoid social embarrassment than to openly accept it? I feel like the answers differ to these questions. However, I believe that in the majority of instances, it is more beneficial to good, strong relationships for truth and acceptance to take the place of lies and superficiality. I admit, I do not always follow this myself, and many times I am over taken by the wave of anxiety that floods my true feelings. However, when the levee breaks.. let's just say you don't want to be present.

Remember, everyone feels the same. That's the way He created us to be. Each one of us possesses insecurities that we attempt to colorfully mask with sarcasm, bitterness or even a gentle smile. Get rid of the mask. I can see right through it.